I tried. I tried to be mature about this. To try and relax and to overlook that my whole life has been falling apart since Kendall told me that she's not in love with me anymore. What does a man do? Am I supposed to pick up the pieces immediately and just jump back into being single and alone, with a smile on my face? Sure, to some degree, it's easier than it was in the beginning... But some things just aren't.
Kendall claims I'm acting like a victim. There's some truth to that, because there's some truth to me being the victim. While, I'm trying not to be an over-emotional pussy right now... I'm at a loss with all of this, all because of Kendall's decision. I've lost my wife... and my family, who is now being raised by a man they barely know and will never know as their father. I've LOST everything in my life, except my family (which isn't as great as it sounds) and the ability to live here at Dave's. I've watch my life get taken away from me, while people cheer her on for whatever reason.
Go Kendall!! Say hurtful things!!
Destroy this mans soul, more than you already have...
Lie and cheat on him, he deserves it. Replace him.
That's really what they're telling her to do and she's justifying all of it, with the idea that I was just completely horrible to her. Always... I ruined her opportunities and took advantage of her. I was just holding her back. She settled on me...
How cold can you be? Where's the love and understanding... the compassion I thought I saw in a person, who's obviously gone... to justify it this way? I can't understand how I ever believed your bullshit lies.
Sure, I'm the master of many fuckups in our relationship... but this?!? Are you fucking kidding me?
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