I would have to say that the most difficult part about any of my days, since all this happened, has been my mornings. For 5 years, I woke up everyday, surrounded with children, a beautiful wife, things that were "ours" and a good day to look forward to. Now, I wake up and I am alone. It's silent and I just lay in bed and think... sometimes for hours. I try to go back to bed usually, just so I don't have to lay there and think... but it hasn't worked once yet.
I have the urge to call Kendall. To text her... to write her... something. I realize it's over and that there's nothing I can do about it.
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